FIrst post in 2010

first post in 2010...
this year is a busy year...
everthing going too fast than i expected...
urged me to work without resting....
but finally...
everything's going to end up...
but i have learned a great deal from it...
learn to be independant, caring for others and even teamworks...
i enjoy this sort of growth...
listening, seeing, learning, practising, teamworks...

i feel like i'm completely growing into an adolocence...
i can handle things with my own strength...
i've learned how to work with a big project...
i appreciate it so much...
thx for trusting on my ability...
give me the strength to straight forward...
facing the problems without retreat...
thx a lot...
my adorable frenz n my precious family

Work and Animate

2moro open school again. I can feel my body is shivering now becoz 2moro gonna accept the cruel results. I am really scare. I scare my results could out of my expect again, I scare i could dissapointed again. But it's too late for regret coz it can never change eventhough i cry until my eyes blind. Haha..just accept the fact. Mom want me to go work during this holiday coz avoid me from watching animate for whole day. But i can't seperate with my animate!! I miss them and i know they miss me too!!! What can i do now??? Haiz....Working is good but can i watch animate too!! After working i still wanna watch animate. I'll definitely can handle it coz i love my animate so much!! They are my best company during the worse moment. ONEGAI~~~

The sadness moment

Quite sad. Cause i juz find out that my Chemistry score only 59.5 marks, pass. But i felt very very downhearted when ming yin told me this BIG news. I thought i can score better than that marks, i thought i can score higher than last time but i had fail. Besides, I am really dissapointed of my add maths. I juz score 53 marks in this exam, much worse than last time exam. WHY?? I can't accept this harsh truth. I put all my soul and spirit in this exam and i thought i could have done a better work this time but it really out of my expectation. I don't want to separate with the person, that person was my soul and spirit, give me energy to go through every depress moment. WHY i can't get the marks i wish? I didn't concentrate in the exam? NO.
I am pretty sure that i didn't think of my animate since i've told myself that i should get my head in the exam. So i "anti" my animate for almost 3 weeks. I just try to do my best....

Exam

2moro exam again. BM, Sejarah and Physics. Scary subjects for me. Furthermore, I am now sick. I don't know can I still manage to go through coz last week exam i done very very bad ( I mean in certain subject). Extremely out of my expectation. I thought i can done well this time but still fail...haiz..

Holiday-ing

Later still hv to go for 2 tuition. So tired after doing revision for Sejarah. Try to rmb the details but can't concentrate. WHY?? Cause i always think for my animate-----Saiunkoku Monogatari.
Hope season 3 would have come out at the end of this year. Coz all the exam arld finish and i would have enough time to enjoy. I "anti" my animate for almost 3 days!! Arhh!!! Unbelievable....i felt like in a whole world of loneliness without them!!!! QUICK!!!! Exam quick past away!!! Hahaha....Furthermore, sis juz bought many new animate. She going to college next monday. So she tried her best to finish all the animate in this week. Could she successfully done this "mission"? Who know?? May be she can..Could i go through this week without animate but only BOOKS?? I don't know..but i'll try the best...so confuse!!! My right brain is thinking about Sejarah but the other side is thinking about animate. How can concentrate?? Animate...STOP DISRUPTING ME!!! I muz pass the exam with flying colour...or else my new hp and new animate would "fly away"!!!!

8月15 日。。武术gathering

今天真的好开心。我，欣倪，佳敏，晓珊，惠嘉，抒慧终于把我们练习很久很久的舞呈现出去了。今天跳得好顺利，每个人的舞步都很齐。大家都很满意今天的表现！！虽然如此，我还是有点遗憾，因为我们再也没有聚在一起跳舞的机会了。好难得大家一起合作练习一首歌。我想在这边告诉我的朋友们，这一个月我真的很开心！！和你们在一起我真的好像放开了自己沉重的包袱，满脑子都是那首歌的舞步。我真的很怀念我们在一起练舞的时候，我会把这段美丽的回忆永远埋在心底，永远都不会忘记！！希望你们也会跟我一样哦！！也希望我们还有机会聚在一起跳舞！！

★☆→Happy Chinese New Year←☆★

tonight go to grandma house eat,feel so excited coz can meet wif my cousin already. I got a frenz, he tell me that he din go to anywhr but only stay at home except go to Johor find her sister. Cause his grandparents already past away and he has a bad relationship wif his relatives so he have no place to go but his own house. I think he is pity but he said he enjoy this sort of Chinese New Year. Whatever, if he really enjoy it and love it so much then i have nothing to say but wish him a Happy New Year...
WISH ME A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

☆★↗↗Last Day of 2008↖↖★☆

2day is the last of year 2008~after today, i would be a form 4 student. 老实说，我真的很舍不得今年。Yesterday i go my school to take my PMR result, i really shocked when i saw my name been highlighted. Highlighted means i got 8As in my PMR. I am so so happy when i knew i got straight As. I quickly call my parents and told them this big big good news!! Me and Chia Siew loud very loudly when we saw our result. Haha, like a crazy people^.^ i quickly tell him i got 8As.他和我的家人一样重要。有什么好消息我都想第一时间告诉他和我的家人。 I am happy that i got 8As in PMR, but not as happy as i imagine this all days. I also dunno why it could be like that. Hopes nothing bad things would happen. 他正在追求我，我应该接受他吗? 但是他总是一副爱理不理的样子，他真的适合我吗?有时就对我好得不得了，有的时候当我是透明，有时就爱在我的面前出风头。。Haha^.^

Tokyo Revelations

2day i watch again Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle "Tokyo Revelations"....it was so touching!! i almost cry for syaoran, sakura and fai...sakura love the clone syaoran but the clone syaoran become a very freeky "monster". He ate fai's eyes. He has no more feeling about sakura, fai, kurogane and even mokona. He's definitely a clone which without heart!! I go surf about the information of this brilliant anime. I saw the anime story, actually sakura also a clone of Sakura-hime, the real princess. This happen at chapter 178, sakura feels shocked when she know the truth. Oh~ although the story of this anime really confuse me but it really touching me from the beginning of their long journey until the season 3 - Tokyo Revelations. Sakura become more brave than before. She has a strong determination just as the clone syaoran. I am not embarase to confess that i really shed a lot of tears for their long but interesting journey. I wonder when can i find my personal "syaoran" just as the syaoran of sakura who always do sakura as his first priority. Hope season 4 can come out faster!! I really can't wait to watch their journey which to find the clone syaoran and sakura's tsubasa (memories feathers)....

2moro is PMR!!!!

wow!! nervous than i expect...i thought i will be very relax when PMR...but the fact is i had wrong....my grey matter are confusing now!! can't think anything except PMR!!! GOD!! PLS BLESS ME!! i really wish tat i could score all subject straight As!! i want 8As!!! so nervous!! i frighten tat i will fainted 2moro...totally unconscious....then i no need so scare....but tis thinking is quite foolish!! i strive so hard for PMR preparation ...if i 2moro din go den why should i be so hardworking for a whole year?? it was totally waste my golden time right? so scare....my hand is shivering!! my leg is trembling!! my whole body already numb!!! help me!!! somebody!! HELP

nervous~PMR is coming!!!!!

PMR is around the corner...i felt very nervous & scare recently....so i occasionally play pc & watch some interested anime to relax my mind.....recently i found a great animate-"Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha".... it gt 3 series..just now is first series....second is "Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha A's & third series is "Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha Strikers"!!!! such a nice anime!!! i like the name Nanoha in tat anime coz she was a kind & cute little girl....besides tat i also like other character like Fate Testarossa and Chrono....at the beggining, Fate was a poor little girl who always beat by her cruel & guilty mummy.....though tat, she still love her mummy very much!!! For me, she is a headstrong but full of determination girl....at last Nanoha successfully persuade Fate to stand at her side & caught her guilty mummy....& Chrono was a really good-looking boy....he works for his mummy at the administration coz his mummy was the kapten for tat administration....he also look after Fate in place of Nanoha.... he really a mature boy & he'll obey all the command of his mom, the kapten at all times.....OMG!! i nearly forget my PMR exam!!! NO WAY!! i must strive hard to get myself a straight As!!! i wan & i need tat 8A!!! Study hard....after tat week i can bcum free!!! It can be done as for me!!!!

My Birthday!! Happy Birthday....

2day is my birthday...but seems like my parents n my sis already forget my birthday....bcoz they din celebrates birthday wif me....2day i stay at home watching tv alone.....i din receive any presents or any "happy birthday" wish from my parents n my sis....i felt very sad....they ignore me.....so 2day i celebrates birthday myself.....so pity right?? my father go overseas n will come back tomorrow.....n my birthday already past......this year-2008, i definately remember this year coz my family forget mt birthday n i celebrates it alone......it's really a bad memory.....