The sadness moment

Quite sad. Cause i juz find out that my Chemistry score only 59.5 marks, pass. But i felt very very downhearted when ming yin told me this BIG news. I thought i can score better than that marks, i thought i can score higher than last time but i had fail. Besides, I am really dissapointed of my add maths. I juz score 53 marks in this exam, much worse than last time exam. WHY?? I can't accept this harsh truth. I put all my soul and spirit in this exam and i thought i could have done a better work this time but it really out of my expectation. I don't want to separate with the person, that person was my soul and spirit, give me energy to go through every depress moment. WHY i can't get the marks i wish? I didn't concentrate in the exam? NO.
I am pretty sure that i didn't think of my animate since i've told myself that i should get my head in the exam. So i "anti" my animate for almost 3 weeks. I just try to do my best....