Work and Animate

2moro open school again. I can feel my body is shivering now becoz 2moro gonna accept the cruel results. I am really scare. I scare my results could out of my expect again, I scare i could dissapointed again. But it's too late for regret coz it can never change eventhough i cry until my eyes blind. Haha..just accept the fact. Mom want me to go work during this holiday coz avoid me from watching animate for whole day. But i can't seperate with my animate!! I miss them and i know they miss me too!!! What can i do now??? Haiz....Working is good but can i watch animate too!! After working i still wanna watch animate. I'll definitely can handle it coz i love my animate so much!! They are my best company during the worse moment. ONEGAI~~~

The sadness moment

Quite sad. Cause i juz find out that my Chemistry score only 59.5 marks, pass. But i felt very very downhearted when ming yin told me this BIG news. I thought i can score better than that marks, i thought i can score higher than last time but i had fail. Besides, I am really dissapointed of my add maths. I juz score 53 marks in this exam, much worse than last time exam. WHY?? I can't accept this harsh truth. I put all my soul and spirit in this exam and i thought i could have done a better work this time but it really out of my expectation. I don't want to separate with the person, that person was my soul and spirit, give me energy to go through every depress moment. WHY i can't get the marks i wish? I didn't concentrate in the exam? NO.
I am pretty sure that i didn't think of my animate since i've told myself that i should get my head in the exam. So i "anti" my animate for almost 3 weeks. I just try to do my best....

Exam

2moro exam again. BM, Sejarah and Physics. Scary subjects for me. Furthermore, I am now sick. I don't know can I still manage to go through coz last week exam i done very very bad ( I mean in certain subject). Extremely out of my expectation. I thought i can done well this time but still fail...haiz..